[personal profile] fireheart13
Happy to report the cold is getting better.

Mental disruption continues. Several factors, including missing the odd med dose because my schedule is wacked, poor sleep (although there getting a lot better now that the coughing is way down), and just the toll being sick takes emotionally.

Today I had a bad weather headache from the storm new england expects Thursday, and that pain just seemed to blend in with a horrible sense of self worth. I practically had a meltdown about being worthless that the wonderful theatregirl7299 managed to avert. I didn't manage to get dressed or do much of anything. This evening I was able to write some and that felt good, but now the headache is back and fatigue is fucking with me somewhat. I feel like I spent a lot of today just hanging on by my fingernails.

This is so not how I planned to spend my holiday and my vacation.

I'm going to bed and I'm going to do my level best to make tomorrow better.

Date: 2016-12-29 08:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
Well for starters you can stop that horse-shit talk. I'm glad M was there to avert said self loathing because I'd have just come along and licked you all over! Simples. ♥

I received a very welcome email in the night *\o/* shall be sleeping then reading then inevitably squeeing my ass off in your general direction :D

I'm glad the cold' finally pissing off, and hopefully you'll even out soon enough.

Love you sugar-tits ;) ♥

Date: 2016-12-29 08:56 am (UTC)
fufaraw: (Default)
From: [personal profile] fufaraw
I'm just *now* getting my strength back after having a cold hang on for *three weeks*. It sucks, and I hope you're over it and recovering soon. You're a good and effective person--being sick is another thing altogether.

Date: 2016-12-29 02:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] supernutjapan.livejournal.com
*HUGS* You are a very wonderful special person honey❤❤❤

Date: 2016-12-29 06:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Keeping hanging on there, me dear - by your fingernails or whatever else you need to hang on by. You can do it. #AKF, right? A constant battle but you are winning, remember that.

Date: 2016-12-29 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
now that I can actually comment again, I want to say that you have no idea of the positive effect you have on other people. you should though, you've been my support so many times. you are so important to me,

Date: 2016-12-29 09:53 pm (UTC)
sillie: (BigBang2010AmriaDean)
From: [personal profile] sillie
*hugs* <3

Date: 2016-12-30 12:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zara-zee.livejournal.com
Low pressure, nasty head colds, missing meds because of sickness, it's a trifecta of horror guaranteed to make anyone feel utter shite and you have my sympathies. I'm so glad your meltdown was averted, because you (much like our good friend Dean Winchester) do not deserve to feel worthless.
As Jared would say, always keep fighting. I know it's tough but those chemical imbalances will right themselves again and in the meantime just remember that we're all out here in the big wide world thinking that you're awesome. And yay for writing! :D



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